Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Realization

Watching the biggest loser, cooking my frozen pizza; I've fallen off the wagon. Yeah, I know I feel I don't deserve to be happy....but why....

*shrug* I'm working on it and I need your support.


Bruins game tonight.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hockey Season

Wow, hockey season so far is wizzing by! Since we are season ticket holders now, it seems like it's all hockey hockey hockey (I'm not complaining)...well if you add Center Ice for the Bruins games...everyday there's some hockey going on. I'm still enrolled full time in college, which seriously is taxing and liberating at the same time. I'm still going strong with approx. 4 years to go (aiming for Master's). The random errands, the girlfriend/wife stuff, and just being alive keeps me pretty busy. My only complaint right now is a lack of friends. I have fantastic friends I do, but most of my AMAZING friends that I love so much are 1200+ miles away. Kearna is in Cali, Melissa is in FLorida, My sister is in Austin (only 3 hours but still!), etc etc etc (can't mention you all it would take too long). After a soul searching week of self sabotage, cleansing and homework, I'm still not to the bottom of this reoccurring theme of not feel I deserve to be happy. However I will keep working on it. Well this is all I have time for t-minus 4.75 hours until we leave for the American Airlines Center...and I still have to shower, eat lunch, go the grocery store (again!!) and finish my art project...oh and study for my government test.


Let's Go Stars and BRUINS!

Aprill