Today is Hard.

If someone asked me if I knew there were days I would cry, today is one of them. The other is mother's day. I've never regretted my choice, but it doesn't make it any easier. My life is headed in such a positive direction, even my mother said so...there's really nothing I can complain about. Well I could, but anyone can nit pick.


So my lovelies, send me some happy thoughts today :)

Aprill

A little negativity with some positivity.

So you ever talk to a guy, flirt a little, and he says that you are so awesome, that your boyfriend is a lucky guy, etc etc....then has his perfect skinny girlfriend who looks boring as hell show up and put her arm around him.....I mean it's not like I care, I'm very happy in my relationship, but it's like...damn you know...of course you're with the socially acceptable plastic chick. Guys are so easy to figure out :)

Now for my positivity:
Spending the day with the love of my life. Little things make me realize how lucky I am to have him. Like the way he woke me, putting his arms around me and kissing my forehead. I couldn't ask for a better man in my life. So blessed! Rambling on ...

have a great day my lovelies, and remember I love you, skinny, extra padding, or even if I could not put my arms around you. *MUAH*

Pretty paper.

I have this sick obsession with all things stationary like. It's really rather silly. But today, I bought the most amazing butterfly paper, and other paper. ....Don't ask me what I'll do with it!

I JUST HAVE PRETTTTTTTTTTTTTTY PAPER!


YAY!

Working it out.

Today I feel pretty and confident...which is odd because I have not even had a shower yet. LoL. I'm off to go work out though. I'm going to do this. Whether it's by starving myself and working out or just good old fashion not being a fatty working out......I AM GOING TO DO THIS.

The trip kind of blew me off track a little, but I'll be okay. Nothing a weak of cajun food can do to stop me now.

Bring it on....world. I'll rock your socks off and leave you begging for more....


Aprill

Anniversary

So I've been on this homemade kick, it's fun and I suppose it wouldn't kill me to have a hobby that does not involve sitting down. So I made homemade pasta (which ...blech... need a new recipe), homemade rolls, and my famous Spasta that Brian loves so much. Candlelit dinner for two....and I made mini bear shaped cakes and frosted them with my pastry bag prettiness (I'm getting good at that too). He loved it all, and I'm so blessed to have him in my life. Our next friday the 13th anniversary will be in 2015..he is such a nerd for figuring that out.... just like this time. I've watched a lot of my friends in their relationships, their issues, their needing my advice, and I realize just how lucky I am. Maybe I'm not going to get engaged anytime soon (BOOOO!!!), but I can handle that, we've got a good thing going. Of course there are personal issues with that, but you know you do the best you can, and who knows, maybe our Catholic wedding will be the greatest. Anyway, now I'm just kind of blabbling, so off to finish lunch and probably play some warhammer. Yeah, I'm back on warhammer.....gotta play something I get bored :)

LOVE YA!
Aprill

And the clouds begin to part!

I got my acceptance letter today from TCC which is a community college, and I know all that really takes is a big check and a valid id...but STILL. I can't wait to begin! College is going to be hard, fun, a challenge and most of all a step towards my dream of being a teacher.


YAY! Great news to wake up to!

Love ya!
Aprill

I'm Starting to Fly.

A lot has happened over the last few days. There are some things about myself I realized, somethings about Brian I've realized and the things about people I've realized. I don't want to get into the details, as the internet is not the place to slander, or be malicious. I've come to the conculsion that I do need more positivity and happiness in my life. So I reject your unhappiness. I reject your conformity of what you wanted me to be, and I reject the anger from my life.

So with this, I bring you Aprill flying. I bring you messages of happiness, messages of tenderness, compassion and me bringing my dreams to life.

Welcome friends it's a new dawn of a new day and a new life for me :)

Aprill